March 28, 2010

Huh?

This afternoon I caught myself once again wondering, "What the hell is going on here?  What am I doing?"

It's not that I don't have a purpose or don't understand the world around me, but sometimes it's simultaneously so overwhelmingly complicated and so obviously simple that it's hard to wrap words around what it's all about.

That's when the ability to focus on now becomes so important for me.

I have no idea what's next; where I want to be...even what relationships I want to have with family, friends, love...

What I can say is that it is all changing -- morphing into what it always has been.  I guess that is the paradox of life....and I am infinitely grateful to be immersed in it.

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