Yeah, yeah, yeah...

Yeah, what's going on?

I don't know. I keep looking at it; I "get" it; I don't understand it.

I don't actually want anything from anyone except to be able to do a really good job providing resources for success, but I don't have the resources (time, primarily) to get the job done. A mediocre job is hardly an option.

"We understand the importance of your job to this agency; we just can't put any more resources to it."

Yeah, well...I'm only one person. I'm one person who is steal healing from significant life trauma...who is still blown away by surprise...

One last ditch effort? Maybe.

A call for help...a cry for assistance. A battle cry. Who's in? Who wants to make this go?